Tuesday, March 23, 2010

I got the first call from my man and I feel devastated

I got my first call from my boyfriend since he's been in and I just really want to break down in tears.

He thinks he'll be going back to prison for somewhere between 18-30mo.

I feel so sad and overwhelmed. Since he has terminal cancer and will probably die within the next year... he'll most likely die in prison.

That's such an awful, awful thought.

Plus I have to tell my parents, who don't even know that my boyfriend's in jail yet, that my boyfriend is going to prison for a couple years. That's so scary.... I'm not sure if I'm strong enough for all of this, but I can't really abandon him

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